disappointment...

This was a weekend that I had looked forward to for days, and it didn't turn out to be anything even remotely pleasant. In short, I was disappointed by people I love and trust...not just because they "didn't acknowledge me on Valentine's Day"...they seldom acknowledge me on any day, much less that one, but because they simply were inherently rude and inconsiderate of me and my time. I was treated as if I was an unimportant constant here for the using.
Doormats are doormats because they allow it. I guess it is time for me to stop being so available and accomodating. Clearly, its not working for me.